i was just looking at my last few entries and realized i sound like one angry individual. oh livejournal....
anyways, here's a deep and moving survey i filled out last night after work.
. father thinks i am: nice, funny, fatally optimistic (i think he's fatally pessimistic. it's funny really.)
. mother thinks: i have a good head on my shoulders but i'm not artsy enough. i think she wishes i was thom yorke. which cracks me up.
. things you are often complimented for: eyes, smile, work ethic
. you get embarrassed when: i say dumb shit
. makes you happy: waking up early when i don't have to be anywhere, snowboarding, reading, gettin' shit done!, not being the only goofball in the room
. upsets you: when a shit load of yard work piles up and then... i have to do it. dishonesty. theft. injustice in general.
yes or no...
. you keep a diary: eh sorta. it's more of semi-annual get-stoned-and-write-something type of diary... which works for me.
. you like to cook: i should probably learn
. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes
. you bite your fingernails: gahh. no.
. you believe in love: yup.
Who is...?
The weirdest person you know: there are so many people who wish they were the wierdest person i know. ha. i'm gonna go with my little brother's piano teacher, he's a fucking wingnut.
the Loudest Person you Know: vy's pretty loud :D
Your close friends: oh ya know...
the Person that Knows the Most about you: outside the family: julian.
the last image/thought when you go to sleep with: shit i dunno.
inside joke: mexican yodeling! ai yi yi!
Do You...?
have a(any) crush(es): sure. if i tell you though you've gotta get the two of us on a date. then pay for it.
think you were ever loved by someone: yea
want to get married: maybe eventually
have piercings/where?: not anymore, both ears
get motion sickness: nope
think you're a health freak: no. that sounds kind of extreme. i think the only health freak i've ever known was my weight-training teacher at sccc a few years ago. she was great, dunno if i'd wanna take our relationship outside the weight room though.
get along with your parents: mostly, we've had some rough spots though
SCREEN NAMES: bydesign
SIGN: aries
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: dark brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: dark brown
EYE COLOR: dark brown
( FAVORITES )
COLOR: black, white, grey, blue
DAY: yea i dunno.
MONTH: october
SONG: too many to list.
FOOD: fresh seafood, good thai
SEASON: fall
SPORT: snowboarding, tennis (shuttup kiel, i was kickin ass when you weren't looking)
DRINK: orange or pineapple juice.
ALCOHOL: vodka, good scotch
VEGGIE: lettuce, zuchinni, red bells, spinach, okra, nachos
PERSON: hillary, will, carlton, ya know... the gang.
( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? depends
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? hot chocolate
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? milk chocolate
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE?vanilla
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? no
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yea
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? yup. i just saw batman begins today at the IMAX. pretty good movie.
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? how could i forget wendy's with vy? we got matching his-and-hers spicy chicken sandwiches. it was excellent.
SAID I LOVE YOU? i don't think so, at least not seriously
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? it's been forever since i did that
TALKED TO AN EX? nope
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? nope
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? nope
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yes
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? nope
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? nope
Would You Ever..
1. Eat a bug? why not. kill it up, fry it up, serve it up. s'what i always say.
2. Bungee jump? yes
3. Hang glide? hell yea
4. Kill someone? no
5. Have sex with someone of the same sex? i'm gonna go out on a limb here and say yes. ha.
6. Parachute from a plane? i so want to
7. Walk on hot coals? now that's just crazy talk.
8. Go out with someone for their looks? eh i have in the past. who knows? maybe i 'll do it again sometime.
11. For their reputation? at my age? really now...
12. Be a vegetarian? i don't see it
13. Wear plaid with stripes? probably not
14. IM a stranger? eh
15. Sing karaoke? it'll happen someday. be ready.
17. Shoplift? i've done it in the past.... i dunno. maybe.
18. Run a red light? heavens to betsy a RED LIGHT!?
19. Star in a porn video? not one of my top ten aspirations. or top one hundred even. won't rule it out though... maybe with a sig other.
20. Dye your hair blue? maybe, not likely though
21. Be on Survivor? reality tv bores me.
22. Wear makeup in public? meh.
23. NOT wear makeup in public? i could probably swing that.
24. Cheat on a test? yes.
25. Make someone cry? eh. i feel pretty pathetic when i make people cry. and then there's all that snot you gotta think about.
26. Call your math teacher a motherxxxxxx? if s/he was one.
27. Kick a baby? if i was swimming and a baby whale attacked me i'd kick it.
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? maybe i'd do it again... maybe.
29. Cuss out a priest? yea. especially if he touched me in my regions.
30. Take a job as a janitor? i'd like to avoid that if at all possible.
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? yea um no
32. Stay up all through the night? once again, crazy talk.
33. Drink straight espresso? i've been known to pull a decent shot
34. Betray a friend? nah, not purposefully at least
35. Go for a friends sibling? probably not for a drunken lay or something like that... the more serious stuff is harder to control. that's tough.
36. Run away? yes
37. Go out w/ someone you hardly knew? like for ice cream? oh sure.
38. Be on Jerry Springer? god no. ok... maybe. and just for good xmas card photo-ops.
39. Have a one night stand? yes
40. Give an ex a 2nd chance? depends on who
41. Date a friend? done that.
42. Kidnap your friends kid: what the fuck.
43. Dress as a clown in public? sure
44. Dress up as any weird character? as long as it won't lead to me getting kicked in the nuts
45. Go on a blind date? not a big fan of those. whenever somebody says "oh but s/he's so cute", i just smile and assume they're drunk.
46. Be on the Bachelor/Bachelorette? hell no
47. Jump off a cliff? yea. i don't wanna get kilt though.
48. Pick up a hitch-hiker? probably not.